We're Just Two Lost Souls, Swimming In A Fish Bowl

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 21:47:51 GMT

Mmmm mocha fraps sure sounds delightful right now...but I guess Gatorade will do. I'm sick of school...it's so lame. And I lost all motivation- but i'm going to try hard in May.

I want to move to Europe for a while. I'm thinking about doing a year of college in England. It wouldn't be expensive at all. I feel like I don't really belong here. Where I am right now. I want to have that feeling where everything is perfect, the way it should be.

I'm going to Europa!!! Be with my people. See the sights enjoy the atmosphere...ahh...can't wait.

You'll be the victim of your own dirty tricks. I love Elliot Smith. Oh I bought my brother the Jack Johnson DVD and it's soooooooooooooooooooo good. I want to watch it again. I need to have a night where I invite people over to watch it and have coffee.

I'm so excited for LIT MAG!!! Having my work published gives me an amazing feeling. You guy's should buy one...I need a type-writer.

Bye bye.

Daniel

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:08:10 GMT

Mmmmmmm mmmmmm hit me some lovin' early in the morning, I just woke up with this appetite. The last two day's have been pretty badass. Been hanging out with my fwiends ( Yesterday with American Kyle ) and dudes Bean might be coming up tomorrow!!! It's going to be so kickass, I rather him come next weekend though for the many partaaaaaaaaay's (Like Pauly Shore says it)gringo's!!! Yo amo Bean. I want Spring to come already.

Just so everyone knows...I'm Geek Squad certified. I get prizes. A raise soon. I'm kick ass. What now? I want to watch The Emperor's New Groove. Pennyroyal Tea.

Daniel

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 20:57:14 GMT

Who's to say
What's impossible
Well they forgot
This world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

How I love Jack Johnson songs. Everyone should watch Curious George its so good. I'm going to buy the soundtrack too hehe, and what came as a surprise I spoke into his eyes. You know what I mean? maybe not...I think I'm dumb...or maybe just happy. So I'm going to buy a new alarm clock that plays cd's-and than I shall be able to wake up to beautiful music and not that annoying ass alarm sound...BEEP!!!BEEEP!!!BEEP!!!BEEP!!!(smack the shit out of my alarm clock)...%shudders%.

Hey guy's? A billion people died on the news tonight, but not so many cried at the terrible sight. Well mama said It's just make believe, you can't believe everything you see. So baby close your eyes to the lullabies on the news tonight.

I wrote a few new poems. I will share with you people sometime if you like? Now I must go and have a cup of my favorite Pennyroyal tea. I miss watching Rugrats.

Daniel

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 07:24:32 GMT

I incorporated a line from Eternal Sunshine into this poem. It's still kind of in working process. My b-day is tomorrow!!! :D I get on a plane today!!!

The Boy Beneath The Mango Tree

Who's that boy sitting beneath the mango tree, lazily watching the world pass him by? Not a care in the world seems to be founds whatsoever in his gleaming green eyes.

The boy who perceives the shapes of clouds into obscured images,and his imagination could fill pages upon pages of stories about the passing world above.

The boy whose mind seems to tag along with the waves and dolphins, watching the shore line continue to decrease in size as it moves further away and away...untill it completely vanishes out of sight.

The boy who's back bleeds from the constant grind against the bark of the tree, and yet does nothing to make his life better.

That's the boy who does not praise-but instead understands that sand is overrated; they're just tiny little rocks.

This boy does not listen to the news, but instead prefers to hear messages about the world from the chirping of the birds.

I'm the boy who's always day-dreaming about a better world, and I understand that, that time will not arrive just yet...maybe even ever. But whatever the case may be, I shall be sitting and waiting under this mango tree.

Daniel

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 02:01:14 GMT

Your Birthdate: January 28

You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.
You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.
Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.
You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.

Your strength: Your bold approach to life

Your weakness: You don't accept help

Your power color: Bronze

Your power symbol: Pyramid

Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Amazingly, some of this is actually true.

Daniel

What to look for? A rose I suppose.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 20:26:18 GMT

So I have been listening to a descent amount of Brazilian Music...weird. I think I might want to go to Brazil again, I think my papi might take us next year. I'm writing poems and songs in half Portuguese and English. Later on will be in Italian. My goal is to speak at least 5 to 6 different languages like me papi; and I already know 3 so far...so I'm half way there I suppose. I didn't know which flower to pick, and I asked my-self," what to look for? A rose I suppose". Kawen might be the only person who gets that. Our little secret. I need to return your book by the way :) Thank you so much.

Ok now I must go and write, bye bye.

What Beatle are you?

John Lennon

You enjoy poetry, painting & a fine wine. A lover not a fighter.

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So true, so true.

Daniel

Daniel

R.I.P. Eddie Guerrero.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 19:50:37 GMT

So I feel kind of sad, because a wrestler that I liked ( Eddie Guerero ) died two days ago. I don't watch wrestling no more but I liked that guy and I respected his athletic abilities, and when I used to wrestle I did some of his moves. You know how I say Brazilian Heat? It came from him, "Latino Heat." And even if you don't like wrestling just think about his family. He has kids and a wife. Go to www.wwe.com and see how emotional it is for the other wrestlers,and his friends. I think we humans are so used to the fact that people die everyday that when we hear on the news about someone getting shot, or ran over, or died in any other way we simply discard the sadness aside and keep on doing whatever we were doing. I'm not saying that we should all cry over their death or get depressed about it; but give some kind of respect towards the family. However we really only know how sad it is to loose someone, when we loose a loved one.

But life is beautiful after all. Life goes on for the family and friends.

So to Eddie Guerrero. Latino heat. VIVA LA RACA!!!

Daniel

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 06:21:21 GMT

The Beatles - Across The Universe Lyrics

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of live are ringing through my open ears
Inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on, across the universe
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai Guru Deva
Jai Guru Deva
Jai Guru Deva
Jai Guru Deva
Jai Guru Deva

See friends shaking hands saying,"how do you do?" they are really saying,"I...I love you."

I saw you in my dreams, We were walking hand in hand. On a white sandy beach of Hawai`i. We were playing in the sun, We were having so much fun. On a white sandy beach of Hawai`i.

This is the way I wanted it to be with you, this is the way I knew it would be with you.

Daniel

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 07:20:44 GMT

I just got back from my brother's and Kyle's show. Well the first band sucked so bad, i'm not trying to be rude...but just listen to what some of their songs were about..."this song is about killing Jesus Christ, this song is about burning down the church, this song is about the Apocalypse!!!" Ok, they are all in Jr.High. They were 13 years old to 15; I don't think that is a good sign for kids that age to be saying those kinds of stuff, and sorry kids hardcore music isn't just about killing people and talking about death...and the singer sucked SO fucking bad at screaming it was horrible (yes screaming DOES require talent, I will slap who ever says it doesn't)and The guitars were always on the same scale so you could never know when they started a new song. It just sounded like loud noises (like that one guy says it in Anchor Man).

My brother's band was really good, but they stopped playing during their set because of someone, and some stuff that happened...yeah kind of sad but its ok. They sounded really good for what they played, and They will play again sometime soon. Go watch Maqsood!!! Kyle's band oh my fuck...I can't believe I used to be the bassist for them...its like I was the bassist for As I Lay Dying or like Norma Jean or some shit. They were so good. Kyle holy shit, that kid got WAY, WAY better at screaming. It's funny because before people used to make fun of his screams and now...damn. He should be allowed to slap everybody who made fun of him in the face. I had a great time head banging with Kyle, moving around, and this one part of the song Kyle let me scream hahaha. That was so much fun. Good time, but yeah check out my best fwiends band "Dead In My Eyes."

I love everybody, and I will try to post more from now on.

Daniel

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 09:41:15 GMT

I made my-self laugh haha.

Kate says:
are you an american?!

Tango with Danny says:
hell no

Kate says:
lmao..

Tango with Danny says:
I have some dignity

Tango with Danny says:
but I am dating an American girl...

Tango with Danny says:
but I will tell you what

Tango with Danny says:
if there is ever a World War I would kill her first, just so these crackers know I mean business!!!

Kate says:
lmao... that's horrible

Happy 6 Months Anni darling.

Daniel

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 04:53:22 GMT

Hmm...I feel weird. Like those weird empty feelings that you get in your tummy. And I have been pondering a lot. Been reading a lot; and been playing my new badass Star Wars lightsaber Simulation game. I must go now to visit the shower fairy. % silence % no laughter? Well I kill you than...ook? % Scarface voice %

Daniel

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:57:05 GMT

Like an Ukelele, mama made a baby. Really don't mind the breakfast, cause your my pretty lady. Hello people :) Its been a while. Well I've been working for the past week straight and I now have 3 days off and it feels so good. Especially that my love has now came back to my arms :) I went to the Airport with Chaz to pick up Paige, Candel, Candra. Haha spending time with Chaz was amusing. First the ticket thing that you need to have for the car parking wouldn't come out of the machine, and it was amusing to see Chaz trying to make the ticket come out of it; and later on we were trying to use my debit card to buy some drinks from the hi-tech vending machines. We finally managed to get drinks after 20 minutes of trying haha.

I was so happy when I saw my Candwa :) she looked so beautiful. Like always. We watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I loved that movie. I loved the Umpa Lumpas dances. Especially the Rockstar ones.

Your really good. % Umpa lumpa takes off the glasses slowly, smiles, and nods % Hahahaha I love that part. I'm going to see it again!!! Muhahaha. Great job with the acting Johnny. Great movie Tim. Oh did you guys see the preview for that new movie that Johnny Depp is going to be in? The one like " The Nightmare Before Christmas". The Corpse Bride? I think the name is. I want to see that and get the new Harry Potter book.

Daniel

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 06:29:38 GMT

Hello people. Hmm its been lonely with out my Candwa, I miss her; but I've been having fun I guess...I've been hanging out with Bekah and Kawen for a while. Its been lots of fun thanks girls :) I kicked their asses in water wars and than they try to wrestle me so they could at least win something; but they lost that too :D horribly I should add.

Well I was eating lunch at the D. L. G.
When this little girl came and she sat next to me
I never seen nobody move the way she did
Well she did and she does and she'll do it again

When you move like a jellyfish
Rhythm don't mean nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop
Move like a jellyfish
Rhythm is nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop

It's as common as something that nobody knows it
Her beauty will follow wherever she goes
Up the hill in the back of her house in the wood
She'll love me forever, I know she La da da da da.

I love Jack Johnson. Oh and I'm gonna see him soon!!! oooooooooooooooooooh yeah. I'm gonna be the person screaming," I want your body!!!" and crying. I watched my Beatles dvd and when they played the girls started crying and going insane. If I played people would throw carrots at me :( but when I strip its a totally different story...hahah jk.

Right now I have a few choices in getting a car. One: I could give money to me bro so he will find me a car. Two: I could have my dad co-sign me to get a car. Or 3: buy Bekah's brother's car if Kawen doesn't want to buy it. ( Damn her...) hahaha jk.

Oh last night work sucked. First the day people didn't do ANYTHING so I had to do their work by my self because my co-worker was being emo about her husband; and than my boss didn't do some of his work, so I had to fill out some of the paper stuff. We ran out of bread, the credit card machine wasen't working for a long time. Oh and my co-worker cut her finger. huhuhuhu stupid bitch... That's mean I know, but she was acting like a baby. She cut her finger and just stood there whining. Stupid people. I grabbed a clean towel and told her to put pressure on it. Than after it stopped bleeding a little, I told her to put soap on it to clean it out because we didn't have the anti-bacteria spray thingys. But she said," No!!! It will hurt" I said, " shut the fuck up and do it!!!" but no she wouldn't do it. So I pulled a Darth Vader and I put on some gloves and grabbed her hand and put soap on it. I told her to rub the soap on the cut, but she wouldn't do it. So I rubbed it and I made her feel the pain!!! Muhahahhaaha!!! I love the power of the Dark Side of the force. that was gay...anyways I should have grabbed salt and threw on her cut :) hahaha but I did all of that for her best. That's the second time I do something like that at work. Except this time I didn't have to call 911 for no reason.

Oh and I'm now working the morning shifts...so yeah. I get out at 4 now.

Ok this is getting long so bye bye. I miss my squishy so much.

Daniel

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:14:04 GMT

Hello people :) I've been having fun lately, and I miss my Candwa SO much :(

Yesterday Chris, Frankie, Davis, Erin, and I went over to Todd's to hang out. It was fun; we played Foosball, went to Yoshi's, had sword fights ( those bastards broke 2 of my swords ) and played the Pirate game. Fun times. Oh when Chris and I went to Wal-Mart it was so funny because we couldn't find straws, so we went over to the bakery part of the store, and Chris just grabbed a bag load of straws and walked off hahaha. It was great.

Ok well bye bye everyone, have a great day. 17 days till I see my squishy again :(

Daniel

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 08:21:42 GMT

GHoiy
shiyt, im so highh righy now, I smoked with JKosh, and friends. I sword fighted witrh Chris. It was funm we went to deezs, and ate. Woah everything seems so fake, ok rafaek says I need to go. I can't really see too much, my contacts are dried upo.

Daniel

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 09:05:28 GMT

Moonlight becomes you...it go's with your hair, you certainly know the right things to wear... Moonlight becomes you, I'm thrilled at the sight, and I could get so romantic tonight. You're all dressed up to go dreaming, now don't tell me I'm wrong... What a night to go dreaming, mind if I tag along?

That song came to mind because Chris came over to talk to me at like 1am, and we were outside when we looked up at the moon which was bright orange,( It's so crazy how Orange it was, Chris and I have a connection I think ;) ) and it made me think about my moon-star in Australia. I talked to her yesterday!!! :D I called her and she told me all about her time over there. She is having so much fun and I'm really happy for her. But I miss her so much :(

As for me, I've been working and hanging out with Chris. Great person. We went to the mountains the other day with some friends, but two of them are stupid and left the group with out telling anyone. That made everyone mad for we spent an extra hour at night looking for them when we could have been at Del Taco eating.

I was planning on making this entry long but I'm too tired to haha. Ok well I hope everyone has a great day today. My mommy leave's in like 7 hours :(

Daniel

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 21:00:45 GMT

Each Night I ask the Stars up above..." why must I be a teenager in love?"

Hello people, I haven't been updating or anything because my computer is being fixed :) and right now I'm in school doing the stupid remediation, and its so gay because i'm done with everything. I finished everything at the beginning of the second day here. I asked the lady if I could just stay home and not come for another day, but she said that I still have to come because I have to do 15 hours. % sigh % so all I have been doing really is listening to music and going around on the net. It will all be over soon, so its ok.

Candra left me :*( 3 weeks!!! And I bet almost no one is gonna play with little old Smee :( yes Smee like in Peter Pan. Smee? who me? yes you Smee!!! Har har...not funny huh?...whatever. Candra left her bunny that I gave her with me so I can take care of it. ( its a stuff animal...) I was a little emo kid last night and stared at the beautiful star ( which was a full moon ) hugged the bunny and weept. % emo style haha % And yes Men also cry, we also have human emotion. But I think this break will be fun, cause I'm doing little projects. Like making a light Saber. Don't judge just shush. I'm going camping this weekend with Fluffy :) we will leave Saturday after I get off work and be back on Sunday at like 2pm or so, so if anyone wants to play...let me know. I'm not a mean kid to play with, I'm fun I promise.

Ok well I must go now, but people come play with me.

Daniel

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 02:41:43 GMT

I had writers block for a long time...This poem is not that great...but its ok. I got to express my feelings.

OPEN FOR INTERPRETATION

Like Autumn leaves my colors shall change when the time arrives, but my morals shall never be deprived.

I get frustrated in what is happening...but its been said that I'm just over reacting.

I try to give my opinion with these disturbing situations, but I guess I'm just too...opiniated.

The accusations that have been made I can't quite clearly see; maybe because I'm trying to be a little...care-free?

Please don't try to make me paint over my true colors, for I think that is what sets me apart from all "the Others".

I could care less to what anyone has to say, for I know how far their little narrow headed minds can gaze.

Although I might not be the best work of art, my painting is quite difficult to compart.

Please, I do not want any false, misleading implication; For I'm just a painting who's open for interpretation.

By: Daniel Bertelli

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:08:59 GMT

I started writing a journal entry last night but I fell asleep on the computer. Eh. But yesterday was fun :D It was mine and Candra's 4 months anniversary. We went to the mall; and I bought her a pressie ( a cool belly ring ) and than we went to Burger King and got Kids Meal's with Star Wars toys, and shakes. I love my Candwa :D

Candra went home later on and I stayed up talking to Kate and writing poems. She's an awesome person to talk to. Especially about stuff that you have on your mind.

Ok that is all for now, I need to finish this one thing and yeah.

Daniel

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 19:10:59 GMT

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line

"Who's your Jedi master? WHO'S your Jedi Master?"

The Amazing Yoda Sex Line Generator

Hahahahahahhahah that's so great.

Your Porn Star Name is: Larry Loverod

Get your own Porn Star Name

Loverod...hmm. Har har.

Daniel

Strawberrys and whip cream

Mon, 16 May 2005 21:27:11 GMT

Ok its time to do an entry. I have been trying to find time to do one, but I have been so busy.

Hmm lets see last last weekend was lots of fun. My love of my life Candra and I went to the Spartonian Ball dance. It was lots of fun; we danced ( I busted the moves out there by the way ) we got to eat really good food, and got to hang out with some friends.

This weekend was fun too. Candra and I went to a b-day party and than spent the night at John's house. Oh hahaha this is so great. Ok so we go to the store to buy some whip cream and strawberrys...hahaha yeah...anyways this guy in line let us go in front of him and than he looks at the whip cream and strawberrys and winks at me and says," oh strawberry and whip cream eh?" ;) <---him winking. I said," ohhhh yeah" ;) me winking. Oh and to make it funnier the cashier was the most mormonish guy in the whole store hahaha. It was great the look on his face,and when we were leaving the guy that talked to us about what we were buying, said to his friend,"hey? they just bought strawberrys and whip cream huhuhu" and they both winked at us and smiled hahahaha. That was kind of embarassing, but funny yep yep. Duh if they only knew that we were just using the strawberrys and whip cream for a science project...% shifs eyes side to side % Oh and I also went to Kawen's b-day party. Happy b-day Kawen :)

Yeah that will be all for now, for I must get ready to go to work.

Bye bye

Daniel

Mon, 02 May 2005 05:52:00 GMT

Hmm so I went up to Jake's house ( The guitarist from the band that I was trying out ) and well it sucked. One the Manager guy didn't show up. Two the other guitarist didn't show up because he was sick. Three the drummer was being all emoish and left. And Four we only practiced for about half an hour. Last time I played with them we practiced for 8 hours straight. That was fun shit. This was retarded.

I also didn't like the atmoshphere of the place over there. There was about 25 people over at the house all smoking and drinking, and they kept distracting Jake from playing so it was really annoying. Kyle and I wanted to practice so badly but nooooo. Its ok though, I played Funk with some kid over there. It was fun he played the drums and me the bass of course. We played some James Brown, that was the shit. Oh I was also the only person not wearing black over there hahaha, and when I walked in some kid said," oh you're having a hippie try out for the band?" Hahaha ok...

I had some fun. Making fun of Smokey the Bear ( KC ) watching old movies with Kyle, listening to Guns N Roses with Kyle in the morning while everyone was passed out.

I was a little mad when I got home because my weekend didn't go the way I wanted it to, but Candra made everything better :D she always does. So perfect she is. My moonstar.

Hmm that's all for now, bye bye.

Kyle and I along with some stoner came up with a question. Did you ever notice that E.T. looks like a giant melted Hershey kisses?

Daniel

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 04:18:32 GMT

Hmm lets see...today I went and watched my beautiful Moonstar dance :D she's so gorgeous dancing. Wait...she's always gorgeous!!! I liked the performance a lot :)

After the dance I went and hunged out with Kristen, Chris, and Todd for a bit. Got some Jamba Juice. Now im home playing me bass. Tomorrow I go over to my old guitarist house for a band try out thing. Its my old band, and they wanted me back, so I will just go over there and see if I want to go back or if they still like me and what not. Should be fun rocking out through the whole night like we used to.

Yeah that will be all for now...kind of tired to type. Bye bye.

Daniel

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 00:24:08 GMT

Moonlight becomes you so...

She is the moon, I am the sun...together we become one.

Daniel

The Wall

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 06:26:40 GMT

Its funny how a wall can show you, and teach you so much. Special Thanks to Kate, for helping me with questions I had with this poem.

The Wall

Tearing down the canvas from the wall, I see the real color behind these faults.

The color of the wall is white, but you paint it over with green. You are just trying to hide what you want people to no longer see.

One hard blow to the heart of the wall, will cause it to tragically fall.

There are cracks on the wall which brakes it into small fragments. Each fragment represents pain, suffering, happiness, love, hate. You have the choice to choose which ever one you want, but choose wisely...for which ever one you choose will forever conceal your fate.

There is something beyond this painful wall, just sit and listen to the dying calls.

I'm now pounding against the wall, screaming, wanting to be heard. But I get no response in return...I have now been hurt.

This wall is beginning to collapse on to what I believe, its taking away the pleasures of my relief.

Not being able to no longer stand its contradictions I painted black the color of the wall. The discomfort the wall brings to me is like a cut being covered in salt.

Never more shall they paint a lie, but forever be revealed in time.

By: Daniel Bertelli